Xmas Letter Photos of 2009
December 20, 2009
When I look back at the year we had a really good time.
Gabe is delicious and he expands me daily to be more patient, creative and truly INVITE him into his greatness.
He reminds me that I GET to be alive, GET to be a mom, GET to live fully… it’s my birthright… one day driving to school I said to him that Life Was Good.
He said, Mom, you know it’s so good that I don’t even have a word for it.
He’s right.
Sometimes the feeling of happiness for no reason takes me over… when Gabe sees me do that, he says, Mom? Happy Tears?
Yes, Happy. Tears.
LOVE to you all, Allana
Xmas Letter from Allana
December 20, 2009
Whew!!! What a year!! I really got tested to see challenges as opportunities! I know sometimes things need to fall apart to be put back together. One friend said I didn’t need a tune up, I needed a whole new engine. I admittedly was scared and hid for a while, then I was a whiner and victim, then I finally surrendered, rolled up my sleeves and asked for help, with humility. Then the miracles began to shower. I am not out of the woods yet financially and I’m not yet crystal clear on what will work in my career, and yet I have attracted outstanding mentors, support, guidance and direction. I am working smarter not harder, I am willing to let go of my position and yield to what’s best for all. Perhaps I’m growing up?
Gabe IS growing up to be a sensational boy. He’s stubborn and knows what he wants. He’s empathic and sensitive to other’s needs and feelings. He’s exuberant and loves people. He’s into drawing, coloring and most recently playing with string to makes cat’s cradle and the witches broom which he literally gets on and rides around the room. Occasionally I have him on a Wed. night when I do my MomTV LIVE webcast “Permission for Pleasure.” He dances with me at the end… loving his mama who’s a ham. I am blessed.
In my career, I’m proud to say I was on E! this year, Braveheart TV, Fox 5 morning news twice (once carried in on the shoulders of men in toga’s), I’ve spoken to various women’s groups, created an international Sweepstakes with my new friend Rolonda, launched a Sexy, Soulful & Rich 36 Week Collection, been interviewed on many radio shows from Arkansas to Milan, and my sweet little eBook/audio book actually sold 287 copies online to women from Iceland, UK, New Zealand, Holland, Japan, Italy, Tehran, Costa Rica, Germany, Australia, Canada (eh?), and the US. Global Sisterhood.
It really moves me to get their emails and know that I’ve touched their lives. The emails tend to come on a day when I’m in tears and really need a boost to keep going. Life as an entrepreneur is fraught with daily failures. It’s taken all I’ve got to stop, pull back, witness, tweak, correct, adjust, then reenter into my heart and soul and give my message with love and faith. And while I haven’t made it big yet or found the economic engine that really supports Gabe and I to the lifestyle I choose, I AMD on my way and I know I’ll get there. It’s inevitable. I’m actually learning to love the process more than the goal.
Thank you to all who have supported me through my dark night (s!) of the soul, who have supported me financially, emotionally, physically, spiritually. Thank you to those who take my calls when I’m in tears, who give your advice and insights, who remind me that I don’t HAVE to do this, I GET to do this and to keep going and learn what I need to learn to have a life of wealth, health, happiness and peace. I wish YOU every success imaginable, a full and overflowing heart of joy, delight for being alive, and gratitude that moves you to tears. You mean the world to me, I Thank God that you have graced and blessed my life. You love is so nourishing and you are such an extraordinary gift to the planet. Thank you. I love you.
Allana & Gabe
Xmas Song
December 20, 2009
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Went to a Tantra Evening and this was the magical singer… This is her Xmas song… HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE XMAS….
Check her out at www.enavie.com!
Angelic!!
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Agape & Leon Campbell Sings…
December 11, 2009
This is my church… I have never felt more home in all my life… Leon sings this fabulous song…. DANCE to it!! May this lift you… let the Invisible Presense rush through you as you, you Divine being!! Love, Allana
